He loves me unconditionally

If you compare me to the manga anime I am rated 100% as Orihime Inoue. Yes I’m weak, I act weird at times and a lot of people say I don’t act like my age. I love all girly things, but somehow I have a childlike personality. I love playing with children and animals. That’s not all about me, the worst thing about me is that I am weak and innocent, I am always vulnerable for set ups and date rape. For all my life I have not thought of anything but to get married to the one I love and be a housewife, to find the one who will accept me on who I am, what I am and accept me from my past. I’m not a career minded person, I’m a college student of BS Psychology, but I’m not a career minded girl. I was born in Doha Qatar where my mother was working as an overseas worker, she had me there but straight away she sent me to my grandparents in the Philippines to take care of because she will be busy at her work. My parents were able to work there all thanks to my mother’s elder sister who married a shiek in Qatar, and because of that almost all of my relatives were able to work and have money.
They said I was my grandparents favourite because I was the youngest among all of my first cousins. My grandfather was a Colonel and my grandmother was a housewife and a teacher but in her own house, she raised me and taught me how to cook and embroider. So I grew up thinking and dreaming to be just like my grandmother, when I was 4 years old my grandparents were getting weak to take care of me so they had to send me to my father’s sister-in-law who hated my mother so much and me being her daughter she involved me in her hatred, that’s mentality of Filipino’s they involve the children in their hatred. When I was staying in their house she always beat me up, make me eat the leftover food, and she would make me as their servant. After three months my parents decided to take me back to Qatar but I didn’t want to leave my grandparents because it was them whom I knew as my parents.

I have one older brother but he was too busy in the University and being a child who has parents abroad I guess he also did mistakes in his life and ruined it. In Qatar my mother never let me go out of the apartment my mother is not an exposed person, my father was always hurting and beating up my mother that is what I would see everyday in my life in Qatar. I wasn’t able to talk to anyone except the labour workers in the apartment who would come and let me try their food. Pakistani’s, Indians, Bangladesh, Chinese, they would give me an idea of what it is like in their country and their culture. When I was eleven years old I went back to the Philippines but I was weak and innocent, being locked up always in the apartment and then suddenly exposed to the world, what was sad is when I came back my grandmother was sick from kidney failure. My brother was married to a woman who hated my mother and then she always hurt me and threats me not to tell my mom or she will kill my grandmother, again I was treated as a servant. Until the time came they left, because my brother turned his back at my mother due to the influence of his evil wife.

I never had any luck with boys. When I was 19 I met someone named Camlon Ali Podi he is a Muslim, at first I was shy, conscious and scared all because he is a different religion from mine. But one thing about him he never asked me to sleep with him like the other guys, he was so gentle to me like a real gentleman. I confessed to him about my past, he didn’t react he just hugged me and comforted me saying: “May Allah (SWTS) help you find peace, and protect you from evil in the future.” The sentence was so simple but it seemed true, after that no bad guy was able to come near me to hurt me well except on the online ones, but good thing is they weren’t able to touch me. During our relationship he never mentioned to me about my past, even if people were surprised and question why he had to choose me despite of my past even the guys from my past came to know about us and they would make fun of him saying: “We had sex with that girl, she trusted us but we played with her because she is stupid. But you, you are a Muslim and in your religion you choose women who are clean and smart why did you choose to love a slut like her?” Camlon says: “Brothers may Allah (SWTS) help you realize the wrong that you have done. In Islam as a real Muslim you don’t choose the girl because of her past, you choose the girl on how she had changed and acted now. Allah (SWTS) sent her to me to save her from despair and to protect her from future bad men like you.” He taught me great things about Islam and of course I had interest because it is something new, a new culture and a new faith so far even if we are of different religions we were able to adjust and share cultures with each other I fated on Ramadan, wore a hijab on Ramadan and even I watched him pray during his mashalla prayer. His family at first didn’t accept me one from my different religion and second my past, but still he talked them over with it, and in the end I was surprised I had their blessings. Guys until now come proposing to me and then they leave me in the end, I guess this happens all because Allah (SWTS) is whispering to my heart. “There is no other guy who love me like Camlon just like there is no other God but Allah (SWTS) and Muhammed is his last messenger. Inshalla when I go to my bf’s homeland and marry him, because now my grandfather is dead and I have no one by my side but him.